bookmark_borderWhat a beautiful day!!

It is March 13th, or at least it was a few minutes ago. Anyway, it is the day after of the 12th anniversary of the “Blizzard of ’93”, the storm that gave us well over 2′ of snow with drifts of 6′ or more. Mt Mitchell, within sight and just north of us, got over 50″. Newfound Gap, which straddles the NC/TN line, recieved over 5′. It was the first time in my life I heard thunder while it snowed.

It was cold, less than 20F before the windchill. The wind was strong enough to lean into. We could hear the rifle crack sound of trees breaking from the weight of the snow. The air flashed with what I thought was a down power line but was lightning. The pressure dropped like a rock. I had no meds, not even a damn Tylenol, and spent two days in intense pain. The electricity was out for four days which meant no heat. Friends of ours literally just over the hill less than a half mile, tried to come get us with his mammoth John Deere tractor. He made it to the top of his driveway but the drifts were well over the roof of the tractor. He returned home and called (would you believe the phones never went out???) to say he wasn’t making it.

And today I sat out in the dog lot, in my yellow folding chair, shoes off and toes in the grass, a Kiwi-Strawberry Snapple in the little holder in the armrest, a book propped up on a pillow in my lap (Acorna by McAffry), the dogs in various flat poses around the yard, Lorna sitting nearby reading a book about English ornamental grasses and birds fighting over one of the birdhouses. And I, twelve years after three of the most miserable days of my life, got a sunburn.

Ain’t life just weird?

Now it is raining hard (ain’t tin roofs just fantastic???) and ‘they’ are predicting snow Wednesday night. Ah, winter in the mountains of NC. Gotta love it.

Lorna and I talked quite a bit about why I am so….. disinterested? frustrated? out of like with?….. Butch Girls. I just stare at this section and want to scream. It’s good words, really! I just don’t care about them. I think the MCs are moving too fast. I think time is moving too slow. I think I am about to scream.

I am itching to get back to my other projects, but I want to get this one done first. I have several other ideas in my head but I want to get this one done first.

I finished the book I was reading. It’s a decent book, although far too easy. The author seemed to want to prettify it more than it should be. By the end, everyone is in love or in like or pleased or happy or dead. There is a second book and I will read that tomorrow most likely. I like a book with a good plot, with one that leaves me guessing, you know? I get really mad when something far too convenient happens. Like if Person X does something good for the MCs and the next time they get into trouble, the person of authority turns out to be a relative of Person X and gets them out of trouble again only for them to… see what I mean? Now, in a vast area of space they are in, kinda weird that the siblings pop up in just the right place.

But, opinions are like belly buttons – everybody’s got one.

bookmark_borderWaste not, want not

Insomnia is a terrible thing to waste. So I didn’t.

You may notice yet more subtle changes to the blog, such as the quote that appears at the top of the right sidebar.

I also finally found an excellent source for learning PHP!! The W3C site, the World Wide Web Consortium, has a variety of information regarding the internet, but especially in how the internet is laid out. They set the standards so that everyone is speaking the same language, even those whose language is different. I cruised there to look up some HTML code and found the CSS information.

What I like about the articles the most is that it assumes nothing. It is in understandable english. And still is enough to not be taken seriously.

At any rate, I am working on my 25th hour or so without sleep. Reckon I’ll head in there.

bookmark_borderPushed past it

I decided to just bleep over that chapter and start at the next. It went smoother. I think the chapter is in the wrong place, now to just find out where it should be.

Should I ask it? You know, hold it up to the moon and ask for guidance? Since it is still digital only, I’d have to lift the laptop and frankly, I don’t want to do that.

Or perhaps my muse can tell me. Everyone seems to have a muse, someone that helps them along by either giving good advice or acting like an idiot. Not sure if I have one. Maybe I wasn’t gifted one by the writer fairy.

Well, time for bed. Yes, I said bed. It’s about midnight and I am going to bed. It feels funny, going to bed the same day I got up.

bookmark_borderSigh

I found out today why I was having trouble with this WIP.

I’ve come to a spot where I don’t like where it is going. I think it is moving too fast here. But I don’t know what to do about it. I did some reading of it, before and after. Did some research on transitions, etc. I’m about to read the original and see when similar events took place.

I have got to move past this point. I must. Even if it kills me or I kill it. 😮

bookmark_borderBack-Up Boogie Blues

Well, not really the blues. I discovered a way to synchronize without having to copy over the entire huge file.

I upload the folder to the ‘net using WSFTP pro. Then I go to the desktop and download it from the net using the same program. WSFTP lets you set up ‘sychronize files’. Meaning, the laptop is set up to update the net based on what is new/different on the laptop. The desktop is set up to update the D: drive based on what is new/different on the ‘net. And all I have to do is run that file. I will also make a CD of the whole thing every week.

Now I don’t have to sit here for an hour or more for the sync-ing to go on between the two computers over the network.

bookmark_borderProcrastination at its most desperate

Friend of mine, darn her to heck, sent me a link to an online game. Good thing she lives all the way over in Charlotte or I’d slap her sillier. It is in German, I think by a bus/trolley company. Anyway, you keep the man upright by moving your mouse sideways. No clicking, just move the mouse. It is very addicting! I played it some this morning and stopped when I reached 79metres!! Allegedly the record is 85m.

Had a frightening moment last night. Well, half hour or so. I do regular backups of my WIP (works in progress) folder, the one that holds all my writing projects in 12 subfolders. I do monthly CD burns as well as send it via the network over to the 2nd hard drive on the desktop once a week.

Then yesterday (the day where I went with two hours sleep in over 36hrs) I messed around with the Windohs Briefcase option. The beginning of an adventure I hope to never repeat.
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bookmark_borderToo little sleep

I am working on two hours sleep since I got up yesterday at about 10am.

I’m thinking I’m going to keep this theme. Yeah, the Quentin was elegant, but small. This one has three columns and is more flexible.

If you really liked the other one that bad, let me know. Else, I’ll think no one but me gives a rip and I’ll keep this one. Or change it again to something else. heh.

I’m afraid that if I lay down, I’ll just wake up later and be awake all night again. I’m thinking of going to bed when Lorna does. Gee, we haven’t done that in a LONG time.

Anyway, I’m off to find something else on the ‘net to do.

Let's file this under emotional scarring.

bookmark_borderInsomnia can be dangerous

I was actually working on my WIP (don’t faint!) when I decided to go see what my friend Sophia was up to. I commented on her words of wisdom and, I must have been abducted by aliens. I actually signed up and got a LiveJournal account. Can you believe it? Arrg!

So now that it was done, I decided to put in an opening post, directing folks to here. But I can’t figure out where the ‘write’ or ‘journal entry’ thing is! Not a good thing if you got a blog/journal but can’t use it.

If you want to check it out, although I have no idea why, my username is po_hr.

Okay, now I’m going back over there to check out the FAQ list. Sheesh.

UPDATE: Figured it out. There is no link to it anywhere, that I have found, except through the FAQ. Even then, it doesn’t say ‘enter new’ or ‘make new’ or anything ‘new’. It says ‘update journal’. Like I know LiveJournal speak?? Unless I just don’t see it, I don’t understand how other newbies ever figure out what to do. There is an ‘update’ link up at the top. But when I clicked it before, it asked me for what entry did I want to update? Now when I click it, it sends me to the update page. Arrgh.

Link to ‘update journal” page: www.livejournal.com/update.bml

Okay, breathe in, breathe out, happy place, happy place.

Didn’t work.

bookmark_borderBad girl. No donut.

I was a bad bad girl.

As you can see, I was mucking around with this blog. I should be ashamed of myself. But of course, I’m not. Far from it, actually.

I found this theme today and decided to give it a try. I like it because it utilizes the entire page and uses two sidebars. I don’t like the white background but I’m still trying to figure it out. Meanwhile, I put some funny stuff all through out it. Like, hit the ‘Git It’ button to search the posts. You can leave it blank or enter in some non-sense word even I wouldn’t use. Or scroll down to see the text under the weather map.

There’s more but I ain’t gonna tell you.

And now, on to better and bigger things. Like Zoo Tycoon 2.

bookmark_borderMust…Write…

Something!!

I think I have hit a point where I am learning more about myself than my characters. I just spent the past, oh, hour or so, organizing my bookmarks. Granted, they were a mess and I do have a large bookmark file (1.09MB), but still, I should be writing and/or editing. But no, I was busy deciding: should e-books go under ‘folder:stuff, subfolder:books, subfolder:ebooks’ or should it go under ‘folder:software, subfolder:ebooks’? And, if I keep such an organized bookmark file, why is my living room such a chaotic mess??

On that note, I am going right now, this very second as soon as I hit the ‘publish’ button, I am going to open my WIP and like, get to work. Yes, I will. Right after I….